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Good evening, everyone. I'm Yuki Shimono of HKT48.
My radio show "Night Talking Routine" has started again today.
Will it be a serious meeting today? I don't know. I may not be able to stand it.
What do you think?
Once again, I announced my graduation from HKT48 the other day.
My graduation show will be held on December 10th.
You can see my other schedules on my official website.
I decided to continue my acting career.
I said it.
I lost my serious mood.
I'm graduating.
I'm sad.
Are you sad, Kuroki-san?
I'm lonely.
Are you lonely?
I didn't know my graduation show would be held so soon.
Were you nervous?
I was nervous.
My managers told me that my graduation show would be held on December 26th.
But they didn't contact me.
I thought they would tell me that my graduation show would be held on that day.
But they didn't contact me.
I was like "What? Can I really do it?"
So I went up to the office and said "Can I do it today?" to the managers.
"Can I really do it?" I was really scared.
Because Riko-chan also had two days of reset and announced on the second day, but Riko-chan didn't contact me at all, so she said she was about to say it the day before.
- I'm sorry. - You should improve it in the future. - Thank you very much.
But I was really nervous. After the graduation announcement was decided, I thought "Oh, it's decided. I'll say it on this day."
Well, it was okay at all, but for about these three or five days, I was nervous.
I woke up in the morning and was attacked by a mysterious dizziness and nausea.
I couldn't rehearse and I was like "furaah" the moment I turned around, so I thought "what is this?" and looked it up on my cell phone and it said "stress".
I thought I was weak and cute.
- When we met in front of the park... - When we met in front of the park...
- You said you were weaker than usual. - I said I was weaker than usual.
- No, of course I am. Because... - But you talked to me strangely.
Well, if you talk to me like that, you'll be told that I won't do it again.
- That's right. - That's right.
Even the costume designer and the close friends...
I often stay in the costume room.
I talk a lot with the costume designers there.
I told the costume designer that I would be there on the 26th.
She said, "I won't talk to you on the day."
I was nervous.
I really respect the members who have made graduation announcements so far.
Did you all do such a difficult thing?
It's really...
It's a mysterious bad condition, isn't it?
But after it was over, Mikan and Nao called me.
"Good job." "Was it okay?"
"You did your best." They called me like that.
I've been dizzy and nauseous since morning.
They both said that.
What?
They both said, "Yes, we did, too."
I heard that P-chan also had a bad condition on the day of the graduation announcement.
That's how mentally difficult graduation announcements are.
Well...
I really didn't want to cry during the graduation announcement.
If I cry, I'll look like someone who was forced to quit.
But when I announced that I would be friends with Nana, who used to be an AKB member, on the 26th...
She said, "I'm going to cry."
She said, "I don't know why, but I'm going to cry."
I was like, "What? Really?"
But I'll look like someone who was forced to quit, so I'll do my best not to cry.
And then I started crying.
I felt lonely.
I didn't feel lonely yet.
I didn't feel lonely, but I was at the peak of tension and cried.
I was crying and when it was over, Nacchan came to see me.
When I saw her face, I was very proud.
But I can't say I'm graduating forever.
I told Aoi and Noriko that I'm sorry for covering up my schedule due to graduation.
I only told them how I was doing.
So I can't tell the other members or the fans.
It was really hard for me.
I told you I wanted to announce it before the Tokyo press conference, didn't I?
But it can't be helped.
I can't announce it before the birthday party or Riko's announcement.
On the 24th and 25th press conference, I thought I was the biggest liar in all of humanity for those two days.
It was really hard for me.
I was like, "What kind of person am I?"
I'm the biggest liar in all of humanity for those two days.
I'm glad I was released from there, and I feel relieved.
While I was taking a break in the dressing room, Rico- chan and Vivian and I were eating at Maria's house.
Maria felt lonely when Vivian and Rico-chan announced it.
Vivian knows only Rico-chan, who I don't know after graduation.
That conversation was like a psychological war for me.
I feel like I've gotten better at lying in those two days.
I lied too much.
I'm glad I was able to announce it safely.
I'm glad I announced it.
Aoi said it, too.
It's a strange feeling.
I've always been on that side, so we usually announce it at the same time.
I know it now, but it's the first time I've realized it in reality.
I wonder if I'm on this side.
It's a strange feeling even now.
Nacchan said it, too.
I've only been on the side of giving up until now, so it's strange for me to be on this side.
Oh, I see.
I got a lot of comments from various people.
They were mostly juniors.
I was so happy.
I saw a red circle with numbers on it.
There were about 50 of them.
It's rare to see numbers like that.
I was busy.
I thought it was amazing.
I thought it would be a waste of time if the numbers disappeared.
I left it like that for about two days.
I thought you wouldn't see numbers like this anymore.
For a while.
It may come after graduation.
I wanted to enjoy being popular.
I left it like that for a while.
Then I replied you.
That's what I did.
I've thought about graduation many times.
There were many downsides.
It's been 11 years.
There have been many downsides.
I've wanted to act for a long time.
I've been thinking about acting for a long time.
I've been thinking about being an idol for a long time.
I want to do it as a first-generation student.
I want to celebrate my 10th anniversary as a member.
I haven't had the courage to take a step forward because of the wonderful environment of HKT48 so far.
So I decided to decide what I would think of myself when my 10th anniversary came.
If I were asked what I thought of my 10th anniversary 10 years ago, I might have said something different.
I also wanted to celebrate it on a bigger stage, not in a theater.
But when the anniversary performance ended, many people congratulated me.
My juniors also congratulated me and said, "I'm happy to join HKT48."
Please sign my T-shirt.
It's hard for juniors to ask juniors for signatures.
But I'm happy and refreshed that many people congratulated me and I became a group that is loved.
I felt that I had done it once, so I thought I could graduate this year.
From then on, for about a year, I made various resolutions and organized myself.
To be honest, I don't think there are many things that I can do without.
That's how reliable my juniors have become.
But there are roles like "Aoi" or "Nacchan" or "Captain".
When I'm in trouble, I'm like "Who's going to be the emcee of the park?"
So I'm trying to raise my juniors so that they don't suddenly disappear and get in trouble.
Well, I don't have much to teach them, but I'm trying to raise them.
For example, I try to leave the emcee of "AK-4" to "IG" from the moment "shimono" is there.
Or I pass "sayamaru" the role of "sensei" of "roki- sensei" to "sayamaru".
Even if they suddenly disappear, I'm trying to do what I can so that they don't get in trouble.
What's with the notification?
Are you okay?
I'm sorry.
Well, I'm trying to do what I can so that they don't get in trouble.
Well, I'm not sure about this radio.
I'm not sure about this radio.
I've been thinking about it for a while before I announced my graduation.
I hope you can see that I've been thinking about it for a while before I announced my graduation.
Well, there are only two months left.
It may be unexpectedly early.
It's definitely early, isn't it?
Because the end of the year of HKT is early, isn't it?
It's early from the end of the year, so there are only three days left for concerts.
I'm grateful that I can quit because of such an event.
We will celebrate our 11th anniversary together.
I'm looking forward to it.
Is there anything else I have to talk about?
Is there anything else?
Is there anything?
Especially?
Is it okay to talk about your greatest dream of graduation?
Is it okay?
Is it okay? Is it about this?
You really want me to quit.
On the contrary, since I'm a first-year student, I haven't seen much of HKT without me.
You don't know what it's like to see it from the outside.
I've seen the selection from the outside.
But I haven't seen HKT itself from the outside.
I don't know how I'll feel.
I feel like I'm supporting you as one idol.
It's strange from now on.
It's hard to be left behind.
I know that.
You're full of ambition.
I know. My graduation is still ongoing.
I know. My graduation is still ongoing. I think it can't be helped.
I think it can't be helped. We have been in a group for 11 years.
I think the senior students are thinking about their next steps.
Yes, they are graduating because they have something they want to do.
I thought it was hard to continue this 11 years.
It's hard to continue, but I think it's a measurement of determination and resolution.
I think it's hard for me to quit, but I'm prepared for it.
Everyone makes their own decisions.
I hope everyone can rest assured of that.
The day before the graduation announcement, I practiced with Aoi.
Um, I went to stay in Tokyo after the talk show.
I stayed in Tokyo and came back by plane, and then I went to the park.
I had one night, so I went to Aoi's room and said, "Let's practice."
Aoi did the last greeting and said, "When do you say this?"
Isn't it before the letter lottery?
At the time of the letter lottery, I was so nervous.
When I came back, Nacchan said for the first time, "The letter lottery is in the way."
It's not in the way, but I'm nervous as a viewer.
I couldn't think of anything at the time of the letter lottery.
It's in the way.
If I had read it, it would have been a mess.
It was the worst. I couldn't say it properly.
On the contrary, I think I was able to perform well. In that tension. I'm an emcee in the second half and I hope I can do it well.
I was nervous. What can I say? All I can do is enjoy the rest of it.
I'm sorry for all the fans who are lying to me all day long. I was shocked all of a sudden.
Some of you say you're lonely. Some of you say you'll still cheer for me. I think there are various emotions.
I don't think I have to force myself to move forward. I hope we can spend time together for the time being.
Do you want me to read you a letter? Don't you say "title call"? I was about to end with this one.
Do you need a "title call"? I've been talking for 20 minutes.
I should have said it first. "Night Talking Routine" by Yuki Shimono.
Good evening, everyone. I'm Yuki Shimono of HKT48. My radio show "Night Talking Routine" has started again today.
If I say the title call, I have to talk with this BGM all the time, don't I?
Besides, "normal" is also a serious content.
Do you want me to talk with this BGM?
Well, well, well.
It's my radio show.
Let me read your letter.
Thank you for your many letters about graduation.
OK, well...
Radio name "Mizuki".
Good evening, Shimono and Kuroki.
Good evening, too.
Thank you for your presentation of "Cinnamon Graduation".
I was watching your radio show and it was a live broadcast, but I'm glad you asked me in real-time.
A few days before the presentation, I had a dream that there was a "Cinnamon Graduation Park" in my dream.
I didn't think it would come true so soon, and I was wondering if I should write about my dream on Twitter or talk about it with someone, but it didn't come true.
It feels like I still have time, but I hope I can take it forward little by little and take it to the next step.
I love you always.
Thank you very much.
There is a way not to dream in real-time, isn't there?
If you talk to someone, it won't happen.
That's true.
If you talked about it, it might not have happened.
When did you decide it?
I'm sorry.
That's amazing.
Did you have any plans for it a few days ago?
I thought you were prepared for it.
Everyone.
I was prepared for it.
I felt like you were shocked.
Of course, it's a shock to announce your graduation on paper, but even those who are determined can find out a lot of things in exchange for talking, because it's after you graduate.
So I tried my best to lie, but one person - this is really a very rare person - one person said something like 100 yen ... I don't know if you used it or got it, but usually you can stay as long as you like, right?
But that person said I can quit at any time. I've already done that 100 yen thing, so I'm ready to quit at any time.
No, it's not like that.
Oh, you're okay with it, aren't you?
It was funny.
Next, radio name "onick".
Good evening, Mr. Shimono and Ms. Kurohi.
Good evening. First of all, thank you for your presentation of your graduation the other day.
On that day, I was working overtime at my company and learned about your graduation on your Twitter.
When people are really surprised, they can't react to anything,
so I couldn't comment on either the showroom I was looking at on my way home or on Instagram Live.
I've been spaced out for a while since I got home.
I think I've been pushing it for a while now,
so it seems like there's still a hole in my heart even now.
But seeing you talk with a clear expression in the showroom and Instagram Live,
it was enough to tell me that you are a very forward- looking graduate,
and that you will still stand on the front lines.
Even if you graduate, it seems like you can't quit yet.
It's only two months away, but please enjoy the rest of your idol life as much as you can.
I'm always rooting for you. Thank you very much.
That's right.
After all, I'll be on the front lines after graduation,
so I'm kind of relieved.
I don't think it's going to be a lonely graduation.
What do you say after graduation?
I don't think I can stand it,
but I'm going to make an opportunity to meet you all,
so I'll do my best.
So until then, it would be a problem if you disappeared.
Recently, I've been telling everyone that I'm looking forward to working with you for the rest of my life.
Well, I'll talk about this after graduation.
I think about it if I can talk about it or if I can do it,
so for now, I hope you can take a good look at HKT's Shimono.
Thank you.
Radio name "NAX".
Shimono-san, Kuroki-san, good evening.
Good evening.
I participated in the chat session held in Yokohama the other day.
It's been a while since I talked to Shimono-san and talked about the reason I started Shimono-san and the radio and Kuroki-san.
It was a fun two days listening to what I wanted to talk about and what I wanted to hear.
And the graduation announcement in the park the next day.
I was watching DMM while thinking that this day had finally come.
I want you to stay a little longer, and I don't know what kind of emotions I should be in right now.
For now, I have a strong feeling of "thank you for your hard work", so I'd like to take a look at HKT's Shimono for the next two months.
Thank you.
11 years is really long, isn't it?
Yeah, that's right. I was there for 11 years, wasn't I?
After all, that is big.
Somehow, even if I say it to various people, they don't object to it or anything like that.
That's right. Dad!
It's a little late for me to report to my dad that I'm graduating, and that's because it's a direct and important story, so I want to meet and talk in person, but my life time with my dad is completely different and it really doesn't fit in the house.
So, I've been reporting to Aoi, Isho, and my mom from time to time, but it's not that recent for my dad, but it's been decided for a while and then it's been reported.
I thought I would be angry about this, and I thought I would be opposed to it, and I don't know what to say.
So I took a picture of my father on LINE at home and said, "I have something to talk about for a few days, is it available?"
My father also took a picture of what time to what time and announced that he would graduate and announced what day he would graduate and what day he would graduate and said that he would like to perform in the future.
Well, what do you call it? The respect I thought about when I graduated was presented once and for all.
What if I'm opposed to it? But even if my parents oppose me, my will to do it will not change, so I'm prepared to cut a circle if I have to do it.
And Shimono sat in front of my father and talked to me, and he said, "Well, you're an adult, so you decided it yourself."
"You've been working hard for 11 years," he said.
I was about to cry, but I didn't want to cry in front of my parents, so I was like, "Thank you."
It's like you're in a room and then you're high- class.
I finally told Aoi about it first.
Aoi said, "You did a good job."
Aoi and I are high-class.
That's right, I'm glad.
I'm glad I did it for 11 years.
Good story.
Do you have an ending?
Is it okay for this to be like an ending talk?
I've talked too much, so I'll do the planning together next week.
Thank you for watching this radio show until the end.
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